To Trust Myself
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a combination is necessary when I'm working, but I've tried to live without the gregorian for a while and that felt so good--so I will do that again. the gregorian calendar is missing the holistic perspective.
I follow the energies and trecenas, and I try to connect with nature especially on the shaman days. a small offering of tobacco or food is a good way of thanking our Mother, and Great Spirit.
the days that I don't know the trecena or energy, the information comes up through art or 'coinsidence'.
to integrate celebration and transformation, contact with ancestors and mother earth in such a direct way has given a huge impact on my life, in such a degree I want to learn more everyday. It's so comprehensive for my whole being, and the level of synchronisity has increased more and more. the calendar is alive.
the main difficulty I feel is how I long to explain the reality of this to my friends and family, but their interest must grow from inside.
another is that I wish to live according to my soul purpose everyday---and I know that it is strongly connected with the maya and the calendar. I'm happy knowing that I get closer to that goal everyday.
true spirit
I, as so many others, lost myself completely-I lost the ability to laugh, to play, to be honest, even to be sober. because of this I have tolerance and understanding for others, and a deep appreciation for life. the soul needs work--and the way of the soul is a science, not something too 'high-flying' to understand. but we need to go through the portals, ego-death, and see ourselves again and again. The maya calendar has helped me tremendously in these processes. thank you:)